1. |
You're All I Know
04:09
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When I'm feeling lonely
I just want you with me
Half a home is all I know
He wasn't there to love me
So she had to show me
All that I would need to know
But I don't even know me
I am nobody but the one you left behind
You left behind (x2)
All the expectations
Constant speculation
Wondering if I'm doing okay
Wrapped up in anxiety
Sometimes I let it hold me
Back from what I really want
I just want you to love me
Wanted you to see me
Hear my voice before it's gone
Before it's gone (x2)
One day it won't be so hard
You'll turn your scars into black ink
You won't care what people think about you
One day it won't be so hard
You'll pour that bottle down the sink
Take a step and breathe
Asking who will I be without you
When I'm feeling lonely
I just want you with me
Cause you are all I know
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2. |
Yesterday
02:10
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Wish you could be what I needed
But you couldn't be
Wish you could treat me like he did
But it's not the same
You broke my heart yesterday
I still carry the weight
I needed you yesterday
But you weren't awake
And I can't explain
And I don't want things to change
If I could change your mind
Wish I could be what you needed
But I had to leave
And yes I fell for you
Like you fell for me
And I called you yesterday
Just to say I miss you
Then I hung up right away
Know I shouldn't do that to you
When you're moving on
I can't explain
And I don't want things to change
If I could change your mind
Broke my heart yesterday
But I feel the same
I loved you yesterday
I love you today
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3. |
A Better Way
03:43
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The mornings are the hardest without you
I forget you're not here
Cause I still feel you
I search for you in every song, every saying
Just to have some piece of you
I crave your voice in the middle of the night
Crave your touch because it feels so right
But it corrupts my skin
I swore I wouldn't
Let you in this time
I won't ask
I'll never ask
Why did you spend all those hours with me
If you didn't think we could be
I'm wrapped in confusion
When I'm wrapped in your arms
But I can't think of a better way
To say goodbye
I see al the people here
There's nothing familiar but sadness in their eyes
They're missing home like I'm missing you
Like I'm missing someone I never really new
So I won't ask
I'll never ask
Why did you spend all those hours with me
If you didn't think we could be
I'm wrapped in confusion
When I'm wrapped in your arms
But I can't think of a better way
To say goodbye
I don't think I'll ever really say goodbye
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4. |
Here
03:26
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I'll hold your hand
I'll pinky promise
I'll understand you
I'll be here when you need me
And I don't mind if you use me
I swear you won't lose me
I might lose myself
Just so you choose me
I wish that you could be here
But I know you gotta stay there
It doesn't make sense
It only makes sense when I'm on my knees
In dim light I see flashes
Of you and I
Of all the magic
And I see how you look at me
I see everything
I wish that you could be here
But I know you gotta stay there
It doesn't make sense
It only makes sense when I'm on my knees
When I'm on my knees
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5. |
Almost
04:13
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Maybe it's not about me
When you get sad at the memory of her face
I know that was hard for you
Maybe it's not about you
When I pull my hands away
There was someone else before you
I'm afraid
Almost friends
Almost lovers
I almost even let you in
Thinking maybe I could love again
Maybe it's not about me
All the walls that you've been building
You won't even tell me what's wrong
Maybe it's not about you
When I'm crying in my bedroom
Because I saw someone who looked just like him
Almost friends
Almost lovers
I almost even let you in
Thinking maybe I could love again
Changes, though I don't want to
I let you go find what you need
Hope that it's me (x2)
You're changing though I don't want to
You let me go find what I need
Hope that it's you (x2)
But maybe it's not about you
It's not about me
It's not about you
It's not about me, no
Almost friends
Almost lovers
I almost even let you in
Thinking maybe I could love again
And maybe we'd be more than
Almost friends
Almost lovers
I almost even let you in
I'm not ready for this to end
So maybe we could try again
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6. |
Highway Hypnosis
03:56
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Broken parts abandoned cars on the freeway
It's been eight hours
And I'm disappearing into the highway
Now I know why people never stay
Knowing the pain will follow them anyway
It's magnetic
Electric shocks through my skull
Think I might've lost it all
In pursuit of happiness
Even though I know it won't change
I'm doing things to try and escape
All the things I don't want to face
Slow down it's all in your head
All the mistakes you haven't confessed
Speed up you're falling behind
I don't want you running out of time
Not gonna make it back home tonight
I'm sorry I got lost in my mind
It's magnetic
Electric shocks through my skull
Think I might've lost it all
In pursuit of happiness
Even though I know it won't change
I'm doing things to try and escape
All the things I don't want to face
But all the fears have taken your place
And they wrap me in their arms
Tell me that they'll do me no harm
They just want to keep me safe
Just the price I gotta pay
It's magnetic
Electric shocks through my skull
Think I might've lost it all
In pursuit of happiness
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7. |
For Me
03:44
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Taking it slow, getting to know you
You're telling all your secrets
Don't you know you shouldn't get too close
You're just getting your feet wet
Maybe we'll dive into the sea, and baby
Can you take it easy on me?
Ooh, can you take it easy on me?
And I know if our lips touch
It'll only make it hurt that much more when it's over
But I don't care
I don't care
Don't you think we should know better?
Don't you think we should hold out for love?
Don't you think we should know better?
'Cause this will never be enough
I'm taking it back
I'm pulling away
You're grabbing me close and you ask me to stay
Say don't you worry about tomorrow
It's clear that you don't care
You don't care
Don't you think we should know better?
Don't you think we should hold out for love?
Don't you think we should know better?
'Cause this will never be enough
We will never be, never be, never be, never be
Why don't you care for me, care for me, care for me, care for me?
We will never be, never be, never be, never be
Why don't you care for me, care for me, care for me, care for me?
Baby, don't you think we should know better?
We deserve to hold out for love
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8. |
The Next Step
04:42
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Sitting here thinking about you
Drinking I have to
Just so I can be honest with myself
You say I'm creating problems
So I can solve them
But this time it's different
I don't know how
I don't know what comes next
Tell me you want the best for me
Maybe you'll tell your friend I was scared of
Being loved by someone who cares
I don't think that's really fair to say
But you say it anyways
A new year is coming
It's a quarter till midnight
Fireworks reflect in my eyes
In the midst of confusion
There's a clear resolution
I'm lost for words as I'm
Taking it all in
I don't know what comes next
Tell me you want the best for me
Maybe you'll tell your friend I was scared of
Being loved by someone who cares
I don't think that's really fair to say
But you say it anyways
Tell them I'm starting clean
Alone and empty
I'm choosing me
Now I know what that means
I don't need you to complete me anymore
I'm finally done grieving
Pieces I lost to people leaving
Strangers that I used to believe in
You can keep the best part of me
I don't know what comes next
But I know it's what's best for me
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9. |
Letters
05:25
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Woke up with an ache in my chest
Think that it's a habit
I just haven't kicked yet
Trying not to put a bullet in my head
Thinking that I earned it
Maybe I deserve it
The sickness exploited every weakness
Took all that it wanted
Too tired so I let it
I went with open arms
Please tell my mom I'm sorry
Tell her that it's not her fault
And I know how much she loves me
I've got a hollowed out bodice
Trying to stay modest
But I'm telling you my secrets
Please don't keep them
I regret it if I'm being honest
Change it in a second just to be with you again
I went with a song on the tip of my tongue
You'll taste it when you kiss me
Promise you'll still love me
When you see my body
I'm scared now
Not ready to go now
Don't know who I am now
Can you take me home now
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10. |
Dragonfly (Bonus Track)
05:42
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Can you meet me halfway
I won't ask you to stay
I'm tired of walking away
I'm tired of living this way
You told me I was special
But life's not simple
I destroyed myself trying to break the cycle
Words you don't mean them
And I can't pretend
I don't feel them
You wrote me a letter
Signed it with a dragonfly
Is that your way of saying goodbye
Butterfly kisses
You're eyelashes meet mine
My tears flutter down your spine
Just words you don't mean them
And I can't pretend
I don't feel them
Have I lost you to your addiction
Can you hear me
Are you listening
When I'm screaming don't leave
When I'm pulling on your shirt sleeve
I needed you to protect me
I needed you to see all I couldn't see
Because you were taller than me
You pick me up on your shoulders
You let me down
Was I too heavy
On top of all the guilt you carry
Just words you don't mean them
And I can't pretend
I don't feel them
When you walk through the door
I can only see you leaving
You're saying I love you
I'm sorry
It took twenty years for an apology
In my mind you're still five years old
Asking myself where did the time go
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Epiphany Monet California
Hello! I am a singer-songwriter from Southern California. Thank you for listening! (:
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